No Excuses

OK so its been AGES since ive blogged. Lots has happened since november.

1. I droped my Btec Course
2. Failed my driving test
3. I worked like mad over Xmas
4. Got off my face New Year
5. Got off my face the next week in Staff Party
6. Got a Job in the afterschool club
7. Started a new NVQ course
8. Passed my driving test
9. Got a job as a dinner lady
10. Got off my face at Zoe's 21st (and driving test results)
11. Quit my NVQ course
12. Went to Hospital for an operation on my nose
13. Enrolled in Gorseinon College for September
14. Got off my face on Jades 17th (and wales grandslam)
15. Worked my arse off for bank holiday
16. Got off my face for Hayley's 16th
17. Spent a months wages on iPod touch
18. And here I am

Yep thats been the past few months.

To be honest theyve been bloody brilliant. I wouldnt trade them for the world.

see you in another few months.

Confusion, Tears and Fears

Father forgive me for I have sinned its been 6 weeks since my last confession.

So this is my life at the moment.

Job: Waitress by night, student by day.
Mood: I dunno bit mangled if I'm honest.
Status: Single lol no suprise there.
Money: Umm its the only bit of my life atm that is great.

But yeah i need something new something different, I feel a bit bored and restless I need a new outlet be a hobby or a job or maybe a new college course I'm not sure but I know something has to change. Well the only thing I'm sure about is that I really feel at home with kids. I love being around them and helping them and its just good like mush shhh.

I'm yet to start Xmas shopping. Argh the interent is my bestest friend in the world I praise the lord for it. You know I havent been to college in a month! fuck a duck like.

I dont know I really just dont know.

This will do for know i feel no better now ive blogged but ive wasted 5 minutes of my boring saturday so meh.

soonies.
x

Tiredness/and just like i dunno

Gosh its been about a month since my last blog. I'm unemployed again. College is going alright like, i love kids soooooo much. They are awesome. They just smile and laugh and always have fun, they brighten up your day.

Umm yeah this is a crap blog but i dont care cos i'm happy-ish.

COLLEGE

Its that time of year again where the heating needs to go back on, my room smells like warm gloss from the radiator, it reminds me of my grans old house. I loved that place it was awesome i miss it lots.....yeah the night are drawing in and its raining again. I'm freezing. I'm in bed fully clothed with the covers over me.

I made playdough today in R and D, how kool are my classes. ZOMG i thought i was going to die in combined science it was awful. We are doing stuff we did last year and its so boring, we are studying the digestive system. And then in Pos. Environment this morning we did like a role play thing was awesome.

its raining :(

2moz i have a huge gap i havent got a class till 12 :0 i'm going to die of boredum and i cant even sit on the grass and read cos its going to be wet after tonights downpour.

My placement is awesome, i havent enjoyed kids as much as this past few weeks it awesome. In my placement i got to paint with the kids in the class, they had to draw a picture of what they thought was in this box from that story *In a dark dark house was a drak dark room and in the dark dark room was a dark dark door and behind the dark dark door was a dark dark box and in the dark dark box was....* well yeah was really cool and i got covered in paint and did skipping at breaktimes :P

yeah bah oh the other day in promoting child development we had to draw pictures of ourselves and write what we like around us it was really fun and i think every1 got to know each other likewise in supporting literacy we did circle time and every1 got to know each other and what we liked and didnt like.

Got a few new things this week wooo, i bought a superted hoodie online and two books for my course, and then my mam came home from portugal today and she had bought me a bew top which is well kool and Kylie's new perfume.

*itchy thigh*

Oh yeah msn not botherung with it much so if i'm not online thats why its doing my head in its all bitchy and signing me out all the time. But you can still email on my hotmail addie.

Results/

Ok so results day.....Yes I was very much dreading it.

Umm slept like a log from thursday 4Am onwards till 7Am when rachy text me. Then showered and my mam ran me down the school. Rach and Jamie waited for me by the gate and we walked down to reception where Miss T and Miss M and every1 sed hi and gloated that they knew what we had. then we lost jamie and me and rachel stood at the reception desk and matthew thrust our results and a questionaire into our hands and we walked off too the hall to open them on our own. We did the questionaire first and we were so nervous we couldnt even write our names anywho when it came to reading our results rachel had to show me how to read it i gots =s . Yeah so i had:

English A
Lit C
Maths B
Science CC
Music C
Geog A
Drama B

Not a bad lot.

Yeah so me and rachel walked out into reception again and i just remember telling every1 to shut up and i had to tell my mam my results. When i walked up to the car and told my mam she told me to shut up she thought just like i did that id failed the lot.

yeah went back down the school and sed hi and thank you and woo to every1 and like yeah bah dunno ive lost my concentration and this blog isnt flowing very well so im going to stop now.

GIRLS

They are the end to my life I swear there isnt a more evil being in the whole universe!

There are 2 inparticular that keep fucking me over!

I mean you never think that the quiet shy ones could be such twats well yes she is a whore but not the have sex for money kind OH no she's the rip you apart slowly and act innocent kinda whore!

And well as for the blood sucking bitch that likes to think we are friends! I hope she dies of syphilis. Its kinda entertaining at times to think of all the STI's I hope she has caught.



BUT not all is lost there a still a few girls that remain close to me. And its because of these girls i am not going to curl up in a ball and die worrying about my fucking GCSE results.

Any1 else having the nightmares of a sheet full of U's?

Rain crash band wallop my house key is sticking in my bum.

So my band of merry men!

Band practice today. Hmmm. LOUD EARPLUGS CAKE COKE SOCKETS AND LEADS. we'll leave it at that.

Yes the rain is back. WHY? WHERE is it all coming from?

It's just our luck that the year we take our "life changing examinations" the summer is crap! Alas the spring was wonderfull. I sat after my geography exam on the field lapping up the glorious sunshine. as soon as i put my pen down in the drama exam *my last one* the heavons open and THE BIG GUY above really pisses on my summer.

Grr. So what have i done this summer no rephrase what have i done this monsoon?

Well Ive watched season 1 to 3 of Grey's Anatomy,eaten, watched Lord of the Rings, Armageddon, eaten, watched Pearl Harbour, Season 6 of CSI,eaten, watched Hannibal Rising, Carry on EVERY BLOODY THING, Scrubs, Friends.eaten, Read Harry Potter 1-7. Camped Twice, eaten, walked the dog millions of times. Booked a Driving lesson, managed to drive in 1st and 2nd gear, gone up a bra size, got a job, eaten, and sat in front of this PC screen for countless number of hours.

Yes Went to Jamies for a Mexican night. Was very nice! but there was so much food! went for a walk to the big river thingy.

Ok well going now to attack Zelda.

bye.

xxx